ScrAp rEsearcH aNd crAp cOmpaNies..

It is obvious that no Indian company will emerge with new drugs. Bcoz we do more research on politics and less on chemistry. We work on hired ideas, rather stolen ones or just kill time for the patent to expire (like street dogs waiting for leftovers). Its funny!...Here rules are unscientific, ignorance proportional to growth. The growth graph is vertical for the ass lickers. Damn it…Patents are in the name of those who have never worked (but who played dirty politics) and awards are for those who are the winners of the political games. Shameful and vicious indeed! In this nasty arena, some survive with the inherent talent to glorify the things. Others, to perish. Wish I would have taken a path less traveled, not to be in the middle of filth and dirt.

I failed….

The professional domain kept me dead. All the while I was searching for my spaces, long forgotten, helplessly digging to recreate myself….in vain…

Gulam Ali…His magical music could bring me back to my “lost being”. I would yearn for that miraculous voice, the mesmerizing verse and enchanting trail, which perhaps transcend you to perpetual dreams….He sings,

Hum ko kis ke gham ne mara, Yeh kahani phir sahi.

Dil ki choton ne kabi, chein se rehne na diya,
Jab chali sard hawa, mein ne tujhe yaad kiya
Is ka rona nahi, kyon tum ne kiya dil barbaad
Is ka gham hai ki bahut der mein barbaad kiya....
Hum ko kiske gham ne mara, yeh kahani phir sahi...